Waiting to hear crickets

Thank goodness I FINALLY have a few days to myself now that tax season is over...and I survived.

Tomorrow is my WTF appointment with my RE. Should be interesting...I guess. I do not expect to get answers nor to be any further along in my journey when I leave his office tomorrow. DH and I had a nice discussion the other night after my prompting. I just wanted to know where he stood on the whole "next pregnancy". HAHAHA, it's nuts to even write that. NEXT PREGNANCY, WTF seriously. I understand where DH is coming from. He is content with just Izzie. He doesn't want me to hurt anymore, he doesn't want me to keep going through all of this. For me, we all know it's just not enough to stop. I think I was pretty much able to get out all that I needed to in our conversation. I was really honest and I don't think I said anything that DH didn't already know.
I hadn't even really intended to ask him to go with my to my appointment tomorrow but I decided I really needed him there.

I have been reading the book "Coming to Terms" by Jon Cohen. It really has highlighted several things for me. RPL is one messed up situation. That was already clear to me but it has for sure brought that to the forefront again for me. I am only half way through the book but I will be interested to see what I learn. All the research is just so confusing with NO answers. Even the things that I have researched myself I come up with NOTHING.

We shall see how this all pans out.